Loss of Marriage-Husband left me and our two children

by Christie
(Sherman Oaks Ca)

I need prayer because I'm lost and hurting due to my husbands abandonement of me and our two small children. He dove into his work and never came out of it...he's doing great at his job but I'm left with no money and no family to lean on. I've reached out to family members but I'm soooo confused because they don't believe me. I sit here in my apartment and wonder what in the world happened to have it end like this. It could have been done so much easier. Don't get me wrong...we were not on a Godly path. I can't say that today I'm on a Godly path. With all of the turmoil and deceit and hurt...i reached out to even cast a spell to stop the gossip and pain. It's been horrible. I'm so alone and want God to please forgive me for my walking away from his hand in at a time like this...I pray for comfort for my two girls and I pray that my spouse turn his heart over to the Lord and really help us as a family. We really need him to be our leader of the home but he's chosen a lifestyle of alcohol and recreational drugs. His world is full of fun and excitement where as my children's and my life is full of grief and pain. Our hearts ached every day that he didn't show up. His abandonement and loss of respect for us has completely emptied our souls. We have to move forward but it's difficult to do that when all we can feel for now is hurt.
Please pray for us for guidance and comfort while he goes through this difficult path.
Please pray that God will forgive me for my walking away...he's the only one that can change and heal the hurt and pain caused by my husband and I both. I please ask that you pray for my two girls who need their father to be with them and teach them a Godly lifestyle. I appreciate your prays.