i lost my daughter mariam at age 18

by MELISSA

I WAS BLESSED WITH 3 KIDS I HAVE 2 BOYS AND A GIRL I WAS BLESSED WHY BECAUSE GOD GIVE MY A BOY WHO WAS FINE AND THAN HAD A DAUGHTER WITH DIABTETES TYPE 1 INSULIN 2 NEEDLES A DAY AND THAN GOD BLESS ME WITH A DOWN SYDOME AND I WAS SCARE

AT FIRST BUT I KNOW GOD WONT GIVE THINGS I CAN HANDLE I WAS BLESS WITH 9 BROTHER AND SISTERS THEY ALL HELP ME AND I THANK GOD FOR EVERYTHING IT WAS RAMADAN AND MY OLDER SON WENT TO MIAMI AND MY DAUGHTER WOKE ME UP I TOLD ME MOM WAKE UP I MADE YOU BREAKFAST BECAUSE WALID IS AWAY SO I WOKE UP AND HAD MY BREAKFAST SIT WITH MY DAUGHTER MARIAM AND WE WERE LOOKING AT THE STARS AND SHE TURNED TO ME AND SAID SEE THAT SHINE STAR MOM IF ANYTHING HAPPENS TO ME OR YOU LOOK AT THE STAR AND YOU WILL SEE ME OR I SEE YOU I TOLD HER DONT TALK LIKE THAT AND WE START TO GET TIRED AND SHE WENT TO SLEEP SO DID I. I WOKE AND TOLD MY HUSBAND TO GO AND SEE IF MARIAM SUGAR LEVEL WAS OK TO LET HER SLEEP BUT MY HUSBAND SAID I THINK MARIAM SUGAR IS LOW SO I WENT TO GET A NEEDLE TO GIVE HER I SEE BLOOD FROM HER MOUTH AND CALLED 911 THEY CAME AND TOOK HER TO HOSPITAL AND THEY DIDNT KNOW WHY THIS HAPPENED SO THE DID I CAT SCAN AND THEY TOLD ME BRAIN DEAD AND HAS PHEMINA IN LUNGS AND SHE WAS ON LIFE SUPPORT THEY SAID THAT SHE WAS DEAD SO I WAS WAITING FOR A MIRICAL BUT THE DOCTOR SAID WE HAVE TO TAKE HER OFF THE LIIFE SUPPORT AND I SAID AFTER YOU TAKE HER OFF LIFE SUPPORT HOW LONG BEFORE THE HEART STOP A DAY OR 2 SO I LEAVE THHE HOSPITAL AT 630PM AND I TOLD MY HUSBAND I AM GOING BACK TO HOSPITAL AND AT 903PM I GET A PHONE CALL TO TELL ME THAT HER HEART STOP WHEN I HEAR THAT MY HEART STOP I WAS HURTING BECAUSE I SAID TO MY SELF WHY WAS I NOT THERE ALL I SAW WAS A BEUTIFUL GLOW IN MY DAUGHTER FACES AND I SAID YOU BELONG TO GOD FIRST AND GOD BLESS ME TO BE YOUR MOTHER AND NOW GOD TOOK YOU BACK TO HIM WE BURIED HER ON AUG 27 2012 GOOD BYE FOR NOW UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN IN THE GATES OF HEAVEN.