hi

by jim
(glasgow)

i lost my girlfriend suddenly last yr, she was the love of my life and i truly felt loved from her, the pain was like nothing ive ever felt before,and still is, i am quite ashamed to admit that when i lost my parents it was no where near the pain of losing my girlfriend, i loved my parents very much but i guess its a different kind of love, i pray to god there is an afterlife because i know she was terrified of death, i find it very hard moving on and know i can never replace her and wouldn't want to, i am young enough to move on i know this but im wracked with guilt if and when i did,